A would be writer and artist tries her hand at the Nanowrimo challenge, for the second time. She has no clue what to write about. It is easy for her to write, as in writing a journal of her thoughts, or accounts of anything that is going on for her, whether inside or outside her. Making up a story is another matter. She has no make believe story to tell. She does not know how to make up a story of any length. Cannot even imagine being able to do it. Instead, she sets out to write her Nano challenge novel the same way she did the last time - by turning her journal writing into a third person journal. Someone else tells the story of her writing her journal and her experiences  doing it as a Nanowrimo challenge. The question always hangs over her head - why is this worth it and what purpose does it serve? Will she find answers to any of these questions?